My Husband's Cancer

I call him a "Miracle Man" because his journey with cancer, truly has been a miracle! This website is developed for ALL those who have been affected by cancer in any way. We all share a common bond and together we need each other's support. I trust you will find encouragement and inspiration on this website not only through my postings, but also through the support of our cancer community. Any comments or suggestions I make are solely based on my opinions and experiences only!

Sunday, May 30, 2010

The Loss of Jane

I sadly read today about the passing of my friend Jane who has been so courageously fighting kidney cancer now for the past several months. Her blog has provided cancer patients as well as caregivers such encouragement and inspiration along her journey. She has contributed tremendously to kidney cancer patients through her efforts to find new treatments as well as availability and funding to patients.

Her legacy will live on in each of us who were honored to have known her through her blog, as well as to the many lives she has touched throughout the world.

Jane lived life to the fullest after receiving her diagnosis of kidney cancer and her heroic efforts throughout her illness will live in our hearts forever. She will be sadly missed.

Jane's Journey has now ended and she is home at last. My deepest sympathies to her family.

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Cancer Chat Cafe Is Now Located At Bottom of This Page !!!

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Excellent Cancer Information - John Hopkins

A friend sent me this information via email this morning. I then Googled to find the exact website where you could go check it out. Even though it was written back in 2009, it is very, very informative and ALL cancer patients should read.

Here's the link:

http://www.snopes.com/medical/disease/cancerupdate.asp

What I have learned since my husband has had terminal cancer is:

Always maintain a good appetite and healthy weight - once your normal weight begins to drop, so does your resistance and your ability to fight off infections and side effects from the cancer drugs and you just begin to fell terrible. Make homemade fruit shakes, drink natural juices such as carrot juice and even if it means sometimes forcing yourself to eat, then just DO IT! You will feel the benefits in the end
The article speaks of "sugar" and how cancer feeds on it. Lower your intake, but a bit of sugar won't really hurt as my husband loves his candies on occasion
Check out #15 - a POSITIVE ATTITUDE during your cancer journey will most definitely help you!!! How do I know???? Well, my husband has to be the most positive person you could ever want to meet. He's now back to work, feeling wonderful and looking as though he's never been sick a day in his life. Not many can say that after being sent home not once, not twice but THREE times to just wait it out and die.

Hope this helps you.....

Yesterday I met another cancer patient in our area who has a similiar outlook on her cancer as my husband. She is another amazing individual and I'm happy to report she is feeling really well also. What's her secret? She is staying informed, she is eating properly and she is very positive and above all, her FAITH, like that of my husband's give her no reason to worry about her illness.

Get out there and soak up a bit of that sunshine....Vitamin D is excellent for you!!!

Enjoy your day!!!

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Get Out There and Live Life!

By now, my loyal viewers will have already noticed that I've not written here for awhile. It's been a busy month.

I appreciate your continuing to check in here despite there not being any new music or writings.

Think I'm going to take a sort of hiatus from the blog for awhile. I will post on occasion though so I'll thank you in advance for checking in.

For those who have connections via my email, please continue to keep in touch. We are approaching a busy time of year with summer right around the corner...there's more outside activities, more gardening to take care of, and less time to be spent sitting in front of this computer.

My husband continues to do well...actually he right now feels the BEST that he has ever felt for quite awhile. For cancer patients out there who continue to fight the battle, remember to keep positive despite the difficult days, don't quit, and surround yourself with people who will motivate you and NOT keep focusing on that "C" word. Get out and enjoy the weather, take up a new hobby or why not start fulfilling a life long dream you have always had. Everyone has them, so just DO IT and never look back......again,

don't let CANCER define your life from this day forward!!!

"Keep the Faith"

This website has been developed to help ease the uncertainty of cancer patients and their families, and to inspire them to never give up! I, like many of you, had no idea where to look for information or ask questions when in an instant, our world was turned upside down by a diagnosis of "terminal cancer"! Please leave a comment, and pass along our website information to others who you may think will benefit from reading it's contents. Post any questions you may have as patients, caregivers, family or friends. I will respond, as they relate to our personal situation. NOTE: All photos on this site are NOT to be duplicated, unless permission as been given by the site administrator. Thank you!

THREE MONTHS TO LIVE - Not Really!!!!

It is now November 2011, and my husband continues to be our miracle, after first being diagnosed with terminal cancer in 2006 and then sent home for the second time in February 2008 to wait it out and die.....In August of last year, he was once again taken off all cancer meds, and our family listened as his doctor told him again, that there was nothing else out there to help his cancer. We have learned over this time, to Never Give Up, despite the odds being stacked against you. Cancer can be very unpredictable and the main thing to remember is to keep positive and NEVER QUIT!

It seems you always hear about the negatives with cancer, and very seldom about the "POSITIVES"!!!

Voice for Caregivers

I am a voice, though only small for all who hold the reins
As they watch their loved ones battle with the stresses and the strains
Of a plague that lends no favors to gender or to race
That silently invades the sacred body without grace.
"Cancer" is that dreaded curse that changes lives forever
For not only the affected, but also their caregiver.

I am a voice, who through my words will bless you with some hope
For caregivers putting lives on hold and thinking they can't cope
Please take a moment now as I relay what I've been through
And at the end you'll soon find out that it's not only you
Who feels your life is overwhelmed, altered and distressed
As emotions overtake you through a phase of utmost tests.

I am a voice, to tell you, I know exactly how you feel
The constant aching in your heart is oh, so very real.
Sure, you've heard of others out there, maybe friends who've walked this path
But now it's you and this time you directly feel it's wrath.
Every person has suggestions, and you're burdened from the bulk
Heck, at times you even hate them, but you know it's not their fault!

I am a voice, who's traveled through the stages cancer brings
Although I'm not the patient, the diagnosis gave me things
Like emotions that I'd never think were possible for me
To have in my entire life, but continue on and see
That cancer changes everyone, right from the very start
It affects your disposition, your temperament and heart.

I am a voice, who knows that "disbelief" is the first wave
Of emotions that sweep over you when diagnosis has been made.
How could this be? What did we do? There must be some mistake
For surely it cannot be us, who now are tempting fate.
Then follows "fear" for us as well, as we feel we've lost control
The panic, sleepless nights ahead, no one will ever know.

I am a voice, I know first hand when "anger" takes it's toll
It's a devastating feeling of 'why me,' emotions roll
I'm enraged, bitter, exhausted, at the situation that I'm in
I can strike out at a stranger as my temper's wearing thin.
I trust that those around me will forgive me for my acts
I pray that they will never carry what I'm faced with on their backs!

I am a voice, though sometimes haunted by the things I've felt inside
When that telephone starts ringing, I just want to run and hide.
Or maybe someone's come to visit, ooohhhhhh, why don't they stay away
Can't they understand I'm busy, I don't have time for tea or play.
Their suggestions drive me crazy, constant questions and advice
You'll just have to take the lead dear, tell them "back off," but be nice.

I am a voice, who knows our friends and families always there
They really only mean well, they intrude because they care.
But they need to take a step back if they venture on our sod
For only we can understand, they need to walk where we have trod.
We are the ones who anxiously await each doctor's visit, scans and tests
While our loved ones look for courage, we still must smile and do our best.

I am a voice, "frustration" haunts me more and more each day
I slash out at my loved ones and I know that's not the way.
I took my freedom once for granted, now life's different for I feel
Constant waves of guilt, resentment, my life's not mine, it's all too real.
You need time for YOU, so make it, ask someone to take your place
Don't feel like you've abandoned those you love, that's not the case!

I am a voice, as mother, father, sister, brother, kin or friend
As caregiver I am challenged to do my best right to the end.
Even though I've never learned this, the way to care under such stress
And I'm sure to have misgivings, but I know I'll do my best.
For in life we all are challenged, faced with unknowns as we grow
My position as caregiver, is a treasure this I know.

For I've been given talents that I never would have guessed
That will serve to do God's bidding and I know I'm truly blessed.
For He's given me the honor to help my loved ones in their need
And to bring them hope and courage and for me to plant a seed
That will grow a field of memories, I could have run, I had the choice
We're all revered to be CAREGIVERs, now pass the torch and be a voice!
©Debbie Andrews